I Am Easy To Find

Kayla Ward

Untitled #3: An abandoned wooden cabin with broken windows and a slightly open door. It sits on a snowy plot of land with trees behind it.

As a child, I remember having dreams of a door appearing in the basement, or finding a new hiding place that had appeared at the end of the hall. Looking back, these dreams remind me of the disconnect I felt with the place that was supposed to bring me comfort. I Am Easy To Find is a series of images that investigate the impact of a turbulent familial relationship as a daughter and the fragility of my connection to domestic space. The images construct a cut-and-paste home through the act of searching, allowing for the rebuilding of self through space and objects. A honeymoon suite, a doe behind broken glass, a faux family heirloom, symbols of both delicacy and discomfort that build a broken road map to this fabricated environment. Ephemeral connections between photographs, collage, and objects allow the work to delve inside the headspace of feeling unloved, and the acts of care performed by oneself in order to find healing and comfort.

Doe Behind Glass: A black and white trail cam image of a deer at night. A broken sheet of glass lies on top of it, resembling a broken frame.
Love Tub: A woman facing away from the camera sitting in a hotel heart-shaped tub filled with water. She holds a white small bucket over her head and pours water onto her hair. A wall of fogged-up mirrors is behind her.
I Am Easy to Find: Two cut-outs of found imagery of a crumbling house and pool area. These pieces sit on top of an off-white backdrop. An additional cutout of a photo of a girl at the beach sits on top of it
Door: A broken down and mended wooden door fills the frame.
Door: A broken down and mended wooden door fills the frame.
Stacks: A woman holds a stack of wood at night. The flash is overexposed making the face not visible.
Untitled #1: A small box holds two archival family photos of a young girl. The box sits on a pile of wood in front of a floral sheet, inside a sunroom.
Untitled #2: A quilt with pinned-on archival family photos of a young girl. The quilt sits on a pile of wood in front of a floral sheet, inside a sunroom.
Bedroom: Two beds with floral sheets sit on opposite sides of a small room. A wooden table separates them as well as a window above. The window looks out onto the water.
Kayla Ward

Kayla Ward

Kayla Ward is an artist and photographer, interested in ideas of truth, materiality, perception, and collective/personal memory. Her practice explores the process of mythmaking and the relationship between experience and image.